I’m so confused and upset. I don’t know what to do! I keep trying my best and I choose one song to find out that it’s not what I should have chosen. I feel like I have chosen the right song now but I have 3 days to make it perfect and I worked all day on the other song. I feel like this is my opportunity to shine, but I just feel alone I feel like God’s not there or he would have given me the song earlier. I know I’ll get the song down but I’m so stressed. I know nothing worth having comes easy but I wish I could have more time to spend on this song. I just want to go in there and rock the stage. I just need some reassurance and I just feel like I have wasted all of this time trying to work on something that I’m not even going to go with. I just hope tomorrows practice goes better and that I can make myself come through the lyrics while letting Him come through the lyrics also. The good thing is that I have performed the new song many times, but I just need to make my style come through it.
Please be in prayer that the Lord will calm my nervs so I wont be a stress head, and that i will be able to do my best on Monday and that God will come through in the midst of my voice.